I wonder if anyone can relate to what is happening to me right now?
I am learning, at the opening chapters of my journey with spirit. I feel surrounded by the love and protection of spirit, this is all fine. I have learned to let go of fear, to develope clairaudiance, clairsentience, and clairvouyance, (all v much still developing) I have begun to see the energy of my guides, and allso my own energy. All this has been done under the tutellage of my amazing friends in spirit, this is not beacuse i choose to cut myself off, but simply beacuse i have been unable to find a person or group that can cater to my level, ie- a complete begginer, that is close enough to travel to easily. I met a nice lady medium earlier this year, who did help short term, i attended a spiritual development day at her home, it was great, but tended to be dominated by those with the most experience. I allso had a reading via her, with an experienced medium, who announced that i was surrounded by guides and spirit energy, and should join a circle or group straight away. He wasent local, and couldent reccomend anything. I have tried the internet before, one website held mediumship classes, but of course they where all futher on than me at the time, and i just 'floated' unnoticed on the edge. I had good advice for a while from another via forums, but was clearly told this was not right for me. Since then i have found my development speeding up, and have had to just throw myself into it regardless of not having anyone to discuss or share with.( i dont mean to imply that my guides arent enough, but we do need to share, dont we?) I guess i am somewhat frustrated with the few experts i have met informing me that i must do this, and join that ect, then dissapearing into the mist. When i offer to help anyone with anything in life, i take that offer as a responsibility.I have learned e thing lately, if spirit say 'we will help' they mean it, but dont expect the same from people. I need help understanding the things that i am experiencing, thats all. Thought i'd try on-line one more time-any advice?